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erikaa♥ .
im erika. im sixteeen. i have diffferent sides of who I am and who I want to bee. Im not gonna lie, I find myself impressing others than my own self.
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Three Words

Ever think about those “three simple words”

and how it’d feel to finally say it

I’m not talking about “I Love You” 

because I never got the chance to grow to say it.

We only started off with a simple “I Like You” and left it at that.

I was led to believe there would always be a “Me And You”

But it was a lie, not a fact.

See I’m a girl of my words but I understand promises won’t last forever.

Because the biggest one was you wouldn’t hurt me, not now or ever.

It’s a constant struggle to have a simple smile reappear

& Your songs, well I just cant bear to hear.

See I’m trying to find the right words to explain how I feel

And I can only think of a simple three

“Today, Tomorrow, Always”, Thats what they used to be.

However, Lately I find myself whispering “It’s not fair”

When I have find it a struggle to smile & you just don’t care

I can’t speak on your behalf & I am trying not to get mad

But understand your the one who caused me pain and broke my heart pretty bad.

Im not looking for a sorry or an explanation

because it’ll only bring me pain and frustration 

Honestly though, when I think about you 

I can’t admit to say “I moved on”

or bring myself to say “I hate You”

Because Truth is I find myself longing to say “I Miss You”

Now even though you left me broken & weak

I’m strong enough to still leave you with three words, that will play on repeat

Now when you think of me, Remember these words,

“You Lost Me”

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Im

BETTER .<3 

I may be struggling to keep a smile on my face, waking up in the mornings and facing my days, and wish that I could go back in time. But the truth is, I CANT. & i hate it .

Truth is

You cant let go . 

"I will make it with or without YOU"
" I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes . Hate in my heart, love in my mind . I seen nights full of pain, days of the same . You keep the sunshine, save me the rain . I search but never find, hurt but never cry . I work and forever try, but I’m cursed, so never mind . And it’s worse, but better times seem further and beyond . The top gets higher the more that I climb . The spot gets smaller, and I get bigger . Tryna get into where I fit in, no room for a nigga . But soon for a nigga it be on, mu’fucka . ‘Cause all the bullshit, it made me strong, mu’fucka ♥ "
 - liL weeeezy <3

Sweetnights.

I can handle the mornings, the moments where I space out and think of you, the disappointment when my heart beats fast when someone calls your name, and the Love songs I hear on the way home. However, I just cant stand the lonely nights where I am only left with my thoughts consisting of you and only you. That kills me.